So how does this thing work.....rrrrrhhgghh

I'm a good guy with a big heart, if you want to know more ask me. I'm also very interesting once you get to know me. I'm new to this site and have no issues with paying a few bucks a month to find the love of my life. I'm also going to get some professional pictures taken just for this site because I'm serious about finding a muslim woman. I want to get back to my roots and islam. Ive had my heart broken too many times by non-muslims and I'm done with that. Ill be 29 in this month in april and I've been through so much I feel like an old man. Right now my number 1 goal to take my parents to hajj by the time I turn 30. And I'm going with them.... Im not the best Muslim in the world but I do believe in Allah and I'm trying to be a better person and I hope you can respect that and also strive for it. I speak Turkish fluently but because I've lived in the states so long I feel more comfortable writing in english. My dad is full Turkish (got some kurdish in there too) and my mom is American....she was in the air force and was stationed in Incirlik and met my dad.... 3 days later they were married. I want that.... I miss being in love, its the best feeling in the world. All I ask is that you don't break my heart because it can't take any more of that.