JewYorker

I've been living here since april,2005.I'm working as a floral designer... I love flowers and i love what i do...Like last Valentine's Day i made so many floral arrangements and dozen roses.It was fun to see all those flowers come and go. Altough i've tasted the satisfaction of helping others to express their love to their loved ones with my work ; i was miserable...Because at the end of the day i went home alone and made home romantic...and miserable :( lol :) People i know sometimes says i have the mood changes of a 6 years old,i can be sad and you can catch me cracking up after 2 min... Talking of cracking up,i found my self talking to a plant a couple days ago which i never did before.the topic wasn't any special nor the plant.Then i realized i started acting like a 80 years old chatterbox who has no one to talk.And it is time that i do something about it...Here i am... I know that i love people,i know that i am always curious about life and love to try different things, i know i really enjoy sharing a chocolate cake while watching a romantic movie...what i don't know is how can i be too shy to do all these things and sometimes too shy even to try...I don't know...If you know, tell me.I'll stop talking and listen i promise..;D